Hard Questions and Heart Surgeries
I recently was doing a devotional and the prompt at the end was, “What are you scared to ask God about? What question do you need to say out loud right now?” I read those words several times and I even actually got up from the table that I was sitting at and went and walked around the cabin I was staying in. I don’t know why, but even thinking about that question began to intimidate me. WHAT ARE YOU SCARED TO ASK GOD ABOUT? WHAT DO YOU NEED TO ASK AND SAY OUT LOUD? I randomly putz around the house, cleaned the kitchen, and then I came back to the table. I pulled the chair out, grabbed my journal and a pen, and tried to come up with some generic questions that I should maybe seriously consider asking, and then I just stopped. I looked up and glanced out the window and just said it- “God, I don’t know why this is so hard for me, but what is it that I need to ask you? Will you please reveal to me what it is that I need to place in your hands and ask you about? Why is this so har